I Want My Hubby Back!

Here's one I wrote but I dare say probably never sent when I was feeling like I wanted my first ex-husband Alan Wills back! It was written on 22nd June 1991 just before our decree absolute was due on 4th July!! American Independence day of all days!!

It's funny that I wanted him back cos it was me who left him although I still loved him because it just wasn't right somehow! I felt unappreciated and un-needed and was fed up of the fact we were always saving for something but could never buy anything!! In other words he was just a tad tight with his money!!

Funnily enough it got him in trouble in the end cos he ended up trying to cheat British Rail out of fare money by paying at the end of his journey and saying he'd only got on at Vauxhall instead of Sutton! One day they put staff on at Vauxhall and LOTS and LOTS of people using the scam got done and ended up with criminal records!! He even tried to use that on me to get me to go back through sympathy!!

He wasn't a bad old stick really - just naive as we were both young and had been together for about 4 or 5 years before we married(saving up again!! ;-)). I guess we just grew apart as we were like brother and sister at the end not husband and wife!

Well here it is:-

I only want my husband back

'Though soon you're that no longer

And since I realised my mistake

My love keeps growing stronger

I wish I could make time stand still

And wipe your memory

Replacing thoughts of Karen

With loving thoughts of me

The thing I find that hurts the most

Is why I hesitated

And didn't give the chance you wished

To get "us" re-instated

So scared was I to go straight back

In case you stayed the same

I needed her to prove you'd changed

And now I'm all to blame

I know I really hurt you bad

For that I'm not forgiven

But now I'm punshied as I know

You to her arms I've driven

I know you'll never want me back

'Cos this is no love story

And there's no happy endings

In real life we just stay sorry

Hope you like this one! I wonder if he's still saving up for those children???!!! ;-)

Bye for now!!

Sandra

aka Mummywummy!